Personal stories about my life with ME/CFS.


Speech confusion

Bedroom [by Erika Wittlieb]

At one point I saw an occupational therapist as part of a rehabilitation process. One day they asked me what time I normally get up. That varies a lot and depends on whether I have a good or a bad day. On good days I get up at 10 in the morning, on bad days I don't get up until 4 in the afternoon.

Belonging: to feel at home

A group of 10 silhouettes of people: men, women and others.

It is important to have a community where you are among like-minded people. Where people accept you as you are, where half a word is enough. In short, where you are at home. For me, that is the community of transmen. Only there are made no (unspoken) assumptions about my gender, my youth and/or my physical appearance. Only there I can be fully myself without expectations.

ME/CFS and the MUPS myth

Cartoon. Sick man is lying in bed, connected to a heart monitor. Female doctor stands next to the bed and thinks: "Everything checks out normal".

For a long time I didn't want to write about MUPS, for several reasons. Because ME/CFS is not a MUPS. Because I don't want to encourage the MUPS myth around ME/CFS. Because the MUPS myth bears witness to an unparalleled arrogance. Because... However, I notice it is time for me to do write something about it. Why? For exactly the same reasons!

Can or can't ME/CFS be (bio)medically identified?

Can or can't ME/CFS be (bio)medically identified?

In various groups or forums people regularly complain that it's so annoying that ME/CFS can't be determined biomedically. I think docters are able to determine ME/CFS biomedically indeed. After examination ME/CFS specialists are able to determine whether a person has or hasn't ME/CFS. They are able to exclude ME/CFS as well, for example if there's evidence of another disease.

New normal

Green % sign, with a person in thinking posture in front of it.

Now I have been ill for about 3 years, something strange happens to me: I am starting to forget how it used to be. I realise very well I could do much more for the ME/CFS than I can do now, but the memory of my old life is starting to fade. I have become so used to my current situation that I can no longer imagine well what my former life was like.